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    Monday, December 9th, 2002
    12:02 pm
    Friday, December 6th, 2002
    11:37 am
    Look! It's Jana Z and me!
    I got a ton of pictures back from my party! I am so happy, you can see the weight loss, so I am glad.I still have a way to go.
    I have some really good ones with our families, so I will try to get someone to help me put them up!
    Hint hint, squam or jana!
    Going to the gym now! Wooo!!!
    Wednesday, December 4th, 2002
    10:31 pm
    I'm BAAAAACK!
    Hey, It has been a long time. I decided today that I am not as nice as I really want to be. I am really working on it though.
    I had a wonderful last week, and an even better weekend
    This week has sucked ass. My grandparents left, my Mom doesnt feel well, I miss the baby, Sarah lied to me and I had to tell her mom on her, my aunt has practically disowned me for not inviting her to my party, a parent got pissed at my assistant, Jeff is having problems, I am tired, I spent too much money on pictures, my house is messy, Xenadrine isn't working, My baaaaack hurts!
    Yesterday , Jana felt so sorry for me she left a card and beautiful roses on my doorstep telling me everything will be all right. On top of that, I feel like people pretend around me constantly when I know deep down in my heart I am a good friend, and I always have fun and I still feel like everyone stands around and can't wait to get away from me. Jess told me to tell everyone where to go and how to get there. It is more complicated then that though. I have feelings. Obviously, I need to go out and make new friends maybe some who won't make me feel like a fucking charity case,
    Hey I am a leaf and I am turning over.
    No more feeling sorry for myself. I am going to do the things I wish I would have done a lot earlier.
    Such as.....
    Follow through with my plans to go to Durango and see Tawni
    Have dinner with Katy and Jana at Red Hot and Blue-
    Go to the gym and work my ass out!
    Stop worrying about being the better person all the time and have some fun
    Practice my music
    Have a girls night out
    have a party at my house
    I gotta go to bed, I have a cooking class in the morning. gnite!
    Thursday, October 31st, 2002
    11:54 pm
    Boy= is Aunt Julie proud
    Thanks for posting my little nephew!!! He is a doll. He left the cutest message on my machine today. ( with a little help from my sis)
    All this baby talk makes me want..... a puppy!
    Monday, October 28th, 2002
    11:54 pm
    What a day!!!!!!!
    Woke up, went straight to Trophy Club to take care of my baby beautiful Bernard Francis. He is the most wonderful baby boy in the world. He loves his Aunt Julie. I came to the hospital Friday bearing very cool gifts. I am now 140 in the whole. Not really, I just can't stop spoiling him, and my sis!!! He is sooooooooooo beautiful!!!!!!!
    Well, the big gig at Austin is this week, we are staying the night, just me and mom. This is going to be a big step in my career. This playing thing is at this really cool place with lots of really good women texas musicians there. I am soooo nervous. Afterward, my Mom and I are going to paint Austin RED!!! They are putting us in a really nice hotel and we get to hang with celebs. I am reallly nervous!!!
    This girl Jules is really nice. She didn't even know me and she came to my shower, and is wanting to hook up and play sometime. She plays bass.She is really nice. I invited her to our engagement party next month. I am sooo excited about it. I am really ready to move on with this part of my life and get the wedding taken care of, so I can focus on my career and S)*(! We booked our rehearsal dinner Saturday, it is gonna to be at this really good mexican place.
    I have the most wonderful guy, he suprised me last week with a 3 day visit to this really cool spa in southlake. I might try to go in a couple of weeks.
    I am rambling now.. more later i am tired
    hi to everyone!
    Thursday, October 24th, 2002
    7:07 am
    I AM AN AUNT!!!!! FINALLY!!!! JESS IS AN UNCLE!!!! BERNARD IS HERE!
    WHAT A MIRACLE, I AM TOO EMOTIONAL TO DESCRIBE. IT MADE WAITING 16 HOURS AT THE HOSPITAL SOOOOOO WORTH IT! MY POOR SIS, I CAN'T WAIT TO HOLD MY BEAUTIFUL NEPHEW AGAIN! HE LOOKED AT ME WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL EYES I HAVE EVER SEEN. MY LIFE HAS BEEN CHANGED FOREVER, I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY.
    I AM NOW TURNING OFF THE RINGERS= TAKING A MUCH NEEDED SHOWER, AND HITTING THE HAY BEFORE I GO BACK!
    OH AND PS JANA THANKS FOR THE MESSAGE, IT WAS 2 BY THE TIME I GOT IT.
    Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
    2:14 pm
    Mmmmm too much pappasitos
    Oh man, if i see another chip, I will cry! I have been eating terrible, but will jump back on the bandwagon tonight with my fav lean cuisine!
    I have a job tomorrow at lunch playing for a lunch that will pay pretty good for one hour. I have gotten a raise at work too. We have gone up on our prices- again. Life is being pretty good to me.
    Had lunch with my Mom, Jenn, Lyd, and Jeff. It was fun. I can't wait till Bernard is born!!!!!! I just hope it doesn't happen during our job in Austin! I would freak!
    I am still journaling, I am free Friday if anyone wants to meet up for a coffee or something! I am lonely, but I should just go work out! Time to go be a flylady now! I think I want to go to Hangman's on Friday too, since our pics got pushed to November, anyone in?
    Tuesday, October 8th, 2002
    10:20 pm
    Fun night
    I taught a full day starting at 830 and just got home from a cooking class on Mexican Party Appetizers. It was delish!!!!!!! My Mom went so it turned out really special , plus we had all the wine we could drink@@@ Yumm!
    I feel really good that I am buying new things for myself. Plus I transposed a new Korn song from a 7 string to standard tuning with Drop D. I know it doesn't make sense but hey , I did good!
    I got my pics with Nickel Creek from Trecia today. She is my new friend/student I met at the concert. She is really nice. Also it Loretta's and Angela's Bdays!!!
    I have one more appetizer class on Thursday, then none for a month!! What is everyone up to out there???

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Current Music: Sublime and Nickel Creek, with a little added Korn
    Saturday, October 5th, 2002
    11:11 pm
    It is suprising how one item of mail can totally change you
    We had a blast at Six Flags. We ( Loretta, Kenneth, and I) got Jess on the Titan, Batman, Runaway Mountian, and the Shock Wave. I was totally suprised he rode everything. We went to the Olive Garden in Arlington were we ran into Loretta's sister-in-law. Loretta and her SIL do not get along. Watching them tonight made me hurt. It made me see that in laws are not supposed to act this way, and it opened my eyes, a lot. Anyway, I came home from a great day with them and a worried evening for her (bless her heart) to a nice piece of mail from Stepatit. I like mail. I like it when people contact me.
    Anyway, my German cooking class went great. My family is great, we are great, and oh so tired! I will write more later. I am turning over a new leaf tonight.
    Thursday, October 3rd, 2002
    2:08 pm
    See our new pic!!!!!!!!! Mom, jenn, Jenn's belly (baby bernard) and me
    I just got a ton of pics devolped@! Uhh this has been a busy week!! Katy I just got your letter last night, Jess read it and forgot to tell me. I will write back soon!
    I am so excited about being an Aunt!!!
    I wanted to say hey to everyone, I will be less busy tonight! I go to my first class tonight.
    I am really happy, I just got my hair a complete makeover, I hope it looks good!!!! I like it!
    I wish my massage was today not tomorrow, Oh, and our pictures got pushed back again!

    Current Mood: rushed
    Current Music: kid rock
    Tuesday, October 1st, 2002
    11:36 am
    How a boobie shirt automatically puts you in a better mood
    Okay, my new yellow Nickel Creek Shirt rules.
    Damn, I love Sublime! Hi to all my friends!!!!!
    Did I mention I LOVE SUBLIME!!!!
    Monday, September 30th, 2002
    11:35 pm
    I wonder if Hooters is hiring??
    I start my cooking classes on Thursday. I am happy! I am very excited about Tuesdays class since angleface will be coming with me~!!!!! Yeah!!! I saw your post and you kicked some shouts out, thanks! Get your chef's hat on baby!
    anyway, I am still jazzed about Nickel Creek, that was awesome.
    My grandparents are still here. My Grandma made her famous dressing tonight and I pigged out! I am never going to lose my last 15 pounds eating like this!
    Oh well, tomorrow I will be a good girl!
    11:05 am
    What an incredible weekend
    Okay Friday night we saw Nickel Creek. There were not that many people there. We had tickets for 14th row and ended up sitting front row!!!! It was awesome. I could see everyones fingers on each chord. I realized I had figured out most of the songs right for my students so I was proud.
    Anyway, the show was awesome, very intimate. Well, I was already overwhelmed because I have been a huge fan and being so close was awesome. After their second standing ovation they said to come closer they were going to play acoustic. I was the first person up there baby and got right next to them. They said it would mean a lot if we knew the songs if we would sing along so we all sang When you Come Back Down in a big circle. They looked us all in the eye played for us and we all sang. I just wanted to cry. Well...
    WE ENDED UP HANGING OUT WITH THEM AFTER THE SHOW. I HAVE PICS AND AUTOGRAPHS AND EVERYTHING. EVERYONE LEFT AND WE WENT BACK IN AND THEY WERE THERE AND WE HUNG WITH THEM WITH JUST LIKE 4 OTHER PEOPLE! IT WAS AWESOME! It still hasn't sunken in yet. I made new friends too!! A lot of people recognized me from my mom? It was weird. Sara (the fiddler) asked who was my favorite fiddlers. I told her my Mom was actually and of course her, she thought that was awesome!!!! yeah!!! Oh and my sister's other baby shower was cool! More later, too much post!
    Friday, September 27th, 2002
    12:58 am
    see my new icon!
    I am home from Austin. I had too much wine.
    The exibit was great. As soon as you walk in you see my Mom's fiddle. In the same exibit they had the grammy dresses the Dixie Chicks wore , George Strait's saddle (and the outfit he wore in Pure Country), Buddy Holly's guitar, Dale Evans outfit, and a lot of other cool stuff! I am so proud of my Mom!!!! We are going again in October, she will be playing on stage with other women in Texas Music!
    I am happy,
    I actually got stared out by the lead singer of this awesome band! He said he would love to hear me play sometime. ( He knows my Mom)I got flirted with! Anyway, he is soooo cute. Oh man, anyway, Jessie would have been sooo jealous! I payed him no mind though, but he was very cute!!!!!
    I actually feel like I am young again! I feel like I might still "have it"
    Anyway, I had a wonderful time with my Mom and Grandma! Lots of great talks! I am glad to be home!
    TOMORROW I AM GOING TO SEE NICKEL CREEK~ YES FINALLY!!
    Wednesday, September 25th, 2002
    10:26 am
    all is well
    I woke up this morn, very happy. The day is beautiful. I slept well, and I have a heck of a day today. I am working double and late tonight since I am leaving tomorrow. I think it will be fun.
    My sis wants me to come to Keller in the morn before the trip and look at this caterer but I am not sure. My sister is better at planning my wedding than I am. She should do this for a living. She is a maniac! She just called again.
    Well, I talked to some of my friends last night and one called my cell phone this morn so I feel better. I love my friends.
    Tuesday, September 24th, 2002
    11:24 pm
    Thursday, September 19th, 2002
    11:56 pm
    Jana you are too cute
    thanks for bringing over the movie! I didn't want you to leave! I don't even work tomorrow! I will watch my movies, and start a movie club!
    You are a wonderful friend and oh so pretty!
    * she's got legs...... she knows how to use them*
    It is such a nice night! I feel like a had a big dose of happy pills! Goodnight
    Oh, the other movie was Trainspotting! See I told you there were more!
    10:05 am
    A happy yet scary morning
    Okay so at 4 in the morn our alarm system went off waking up us and the whole neighborhood. It freaked us out, it has never gone off in the middle of the night before. I woke up thinking there were aliens. I can't stop dreamin' about Signs! Damn that movie!!!
    Well, I think I found a partner for my cooking class~
    SUZIE took me up on it!!! I kept hinting around ya'll! Ya'll are going to be jealous when we can make yummy mexican appetizers and ya'll can't!~ Come on ya'll , there are more spots left hint hint
    Well, I am thinking about going to try on wedding dresses this morn. I better get cracking! That reminds me, where are my lowriders?? he he
    yes, i am a dork
    Tuesday, September 17th, 2002
    10:17 pm
    today= much better
    I feel better. I am reading a book I got at my church's bookstore. It is helping me. Church really hit the spot on Sunday, as usual! It was about forgiving, which I know I need to hear. I think it is helping me get over all the grudges I seem to keep.
    Anywho, on another note, I miss my friends! How are ya'll doing??? Anyone want to take an evening cooking class with me in October. pleeease! It last for 3 hours and it is 35 dollars. Wouldn't it be sooo fun, and a good friendship builder because of all the good quality time doing something good for ourselves!! okay, i am reaching far on this one, but I want to do it.
    I talked to my new friend Squam until sarah came over today. When I got back online, you were gone! Sorry I missed ya! Anyways, I am thankful for every friend out there I have, I love you all very much! Later
    Saturday, September 14th, 2002
    12:23 am
    Boy I feel like a wet noodle
    Life is much better now! I had an hour massage with Michele today and my body feels so great and relaxed. I am feeling happier than I have been in weeks!
    I really need a webcam or to talk heyjana into taking her DAMN DIGITAL CAMERA tomorrow to the party at the park. I have been trying to get my hands on that camera for months now= hint hint~ I need a new pic because suz is probably sick of me posting this one. ( plus I was 15 pounds heavier in this pic)

    anyway, tomorrow morning I will go with my cousin sarah and my assistant Whitney to the Beaumont Ranch to check out some linens and things to rent. I am really excited!
    I am so happy to make a new friend on lj! Hi squamous!
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